Fear is the Strength and Strength is Abandon

 

A gang of evergreens sway unbothered in increasing wind

He crouches between them

 

Pressing darkness overhead races to meet the thunder

Casting air into lungs – he erects from dirt

 

The seduction of submission gnaws on his heels

He brazens into open field

 

Closing in are the bleating calls of scathing violence

Nothing but red rain on the horizon

 

Water falls – an unrelenting beating of the Earth

Afraid – yet past indignities ignite the war-lust within him

Existential Ramen

one less package of ramen in the pantry today

it somehow now appears empty

even though I only threw out a

single expired package of ramen

 

there were two,

and now only one

when there were two

it offered unique touch of colour

amongst the myriad of dried pastas and canned foods

one green package, one orange

 

I was going to make a couple stir fry

my first homemade ramen

these small yet comforting ideas

nestled in the back of my mind

easing threats of boredom and redundancy

and how utterly stupid

to feel a jab of loneliness as the garbage lid shuts

 

I stare into my pantry, with the light off

and it stares back

Baited

I was captured

on a sunny day

with that sharp

sparkling line

The invitation cast

manipulation

My mouth may be hooked

yet I cannot help

to laugh along with you

For it was my own fault

I followed you to the shore

I wanted to know more

You showed me your feet

and danced on the beach

I was enticed

by the glow of the lights

But it was all for show

I didn’t know

and now

even though

you tore me apart

I sit here on display

as your trophy

polished and beautiful

but

gutless

and missing my spine

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